I've been sad all day. Clint's trial date is coming closer and closer. I still don't know if he will be going to prison on that day or if it will be later. My doctor has moved up my C-Section date to January 24. That will be just 5 days after prison day. My blood pressure is getting too high because of all the stress and I have major edema.
I tried to contact the Norfolk SPCA to see if I could surrender my sweet baby dog. Their waiting list is too long. The person forwarded my information to many Pit Bull Rescue places. I just can't stop crying. It is not fair that I have to find another home for my dog just because Clint is a selfish, greedy ass and decided to be a criminal. There is no possible way for me to take care of an active Pit Bull after a C-Section with a newborn and a 4 year old. We still don't have a place to live and homeless shelters and most motels won't accept the breed.
I need help with my sanity. Someone send me a miracle.
